It has been a while since I posted about my last few days. They were quite hectic, but as usual God came though and it was something to remember. I was able to pack all my things despite the fact that it seemed otherwise. I was able to cover the cost of shipping my things thought I didn't expect to pay as much. I didn't miss my flight though I was paged and had to run to catch the plane. What's important is that I made it home safely.
My experiences in Barbados have been many. I have learnt a great deal about myself, about the country, about the people. I made some good friends. I was able to pursue my dream. It was bittersweet to leave, because Barbados was a nice place to be. But leave I must and did. But this one thing is certain- it will never be forgotten.
Farewell Bim!
PS: Merry Christmas to all who may read this, and a great year to come!
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Monday, December 8, 2008
Sunday Affair
I hoped to have gone to church with the family I normally go with. But I have not heard a peep from them. So I went to another church by myself. This is, after all, the last Sunday I will be in Bim. The service was ok. Had to leave early though.
I left while the Pastor was giving his message. I had a lunch date with two friends (one I prefer to think of as an aunty). It was a nice lyme. Came home after and started packing.
In the night, two friends and I went to St. Lawrence Gap (the "hip strip" of Barbados). There are a lot of restaurant, bars, etc. At first the plan was to go to Cafe Jungle, but I looked at the menu and was feeling for absolutely nothing on it. So we walked a good distance (the 2 girls in shoes that give us height) and we chatted along the way. We ended up stopping and dining at Cafe Sol, a Mexican restaurant. Food was good. I had a mexiBurger with fries and water...thought about ordering some fancy drink but the fullness of the stomach didn't allow. We chilled a bit, had some deep and some light convos and some light attempts at latin dancing (since next door was playing it). We then chilled by the seaside while we waited for our taxi to come.
A pretty good day. Seem to be having a few of those lately. Feels good :-)
Thanks BS and RI.
I left while the Pastor was giving his message. I had a lunch date with two friends (one I prefer to think of as an aunty). It was a nice lyme. Came home after and started packing.
In the night, two friends and I went to St. Lawrence Gap (the "hip strip" of Barbados). There are a lot of restaurant, bars, etc. At first the plan was to go to Cafe Jungle, but I looked at the menu and was feeling for absolutely nothing on it. So we walked a good distance (the 2 girls in shoes that give us height) and we chatted along the way. We ended up stopping and dining at Cafe Sol, a Mexican restaurant. Food was good. I had a mexiBurger with fries and water...thought about ordering some fancy drink but the fullness of the stomach didn't allow. We chilled a bit, had some deep and some light convos and some light attempts at latin dancing (since next door was playing it). We then chilled by the seaside while we waited for our taxi to come.
A pretty good day. Seem to be having a few of those lately. Feels good :-)Thanks BS and RI.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Saturday All-day Lyming
This morning I went to Lucky Horseshoe to eat breakfast with a friend. Was nice and the wind was rather cool. After that we went into town. She got some of the things she wanted done, and so did I. We then passed by CERMES to drop off the four bags of bottles I managed to collect (which were stored in my room), only to realise we had company, one of who she wanted to ask to do something. So spent a long time there before heading home.
I must mention that I was stood up for lunch for the 2nd time by a group of people. Will not go into the details.
I got home and got ready again to leave. This time another friend was taking me out. She took me to Mama Mia, where we had a really good meal. The evening was somewhat dampened when the man told me I shouldn't have mixed the sauces since its not done in Italy, and had he been the one serving us, the side of tomato sauce would not have been given. Won't get into details, but my friend was somewhat upset about it. We left, having decided we were not gonna buy the pizza we planned to to take away with us.
Leaving there, we went to visit some of my friend's family. Was a nice and hilarious little detour. After that we went to Lord Wilaby's Tavern, where I had a BBC (Bailey's Irish Cream, banana and coconut cream mixture). It was really nice. And no alcohol to be drunk from! We chilled there a bit and chatted, then headed home.
I was out for pretty much the entire day, and I had a good time. Thanks to MW and SY for making the day good.
I must mention that I was stood up for lunch for the 2nd time by a group of people. Will not go into the details.
I got home and got ready again to leave. This time another friend was taking me out. She took me to Mama Mia, where we had a really good meal. The evening was somewhat dampened when the man told me I shouldn't have mixed the sauces since its not done in Italy, and had he been the one serving us, the side of tomato sauce would not have been given. Won't get into details, but my friend was somewhat upset about it. We left, having decided we were not gonna buy the pizza we planned to to take away with us.
Leaving there, we went to visit some of my friend's family. Was a nice and hilarious little detour. After that we went to Lord Wilaby's Tavern, where I had a BBC (Bailey's Irish Cream, banana and coconut cream mixture). It was really nice. And no alcohol to be drunk from! We chilled there a bit and chatted, then headed home.
I was out for pretty much the entire day, and I had a good time. Thanks to MW and SY for making the day good.
Friday, December 5, 2008
TGIF!
Today I was to wake up at 7.30 am to be ready for 8.30am to head out to do my business on the road. Somehow I just couldn't get myself out of the bed. So all that was pushed back an hour. Went and did a bank draft for the money I did not use for my research. Handed it in along with the receipts and photocopies of them.
After that, I headed to town with very little money since I left all my cards at home unintentionally. I did some window-"shopping", and then met with my friend who was taking me to lunch. On our way to the Red Bamboo, he saw two other of his friends, so he invited them as well. It was a nice lunch. The food was good and filling, and the company and conversation were good.
After that, I went to get some pictures printed. Ended up waiting for OVER AN HOUR and ended up leaving them to catch the bus to go home. I tried to keep telling myself that these things happens to build my patience...working on it. Got home dog tired! Still a good afternoon though. Thanks VP.
Later in the evening after some rest and a shower and clean hair (which was a spur of the moment decision since I was just gonna wait til next week n go to the hairdresser), I got dressed and went out with another friend. We first met in J'ca, but reconnected in Bim. She took me to TGIFridays since the other place she wanted to take I will be going Sat'day with another friend. But it was a good decision. I had chicken quesadillas with sour cream and salsa, etc, (the latter stuff being a waste except the sour cream) and I enjoyed it (to my surprise). The virgin daiquiri had much to be desired...perhaps less sugar would have helped greatly.
Dessert was an oreo ice-cream. The damn thing was so hard I had to stab at it. I ended up ditching the oreo and eating the ice-cream in the centre. Figured that was wise...maybe a sign too. It was giving me heart-burn and a work-out that I didn't need. Plus I didn't want to pay for any broken spoons! Thanks JW.
It was a good day. I guess good-byes don't have to be as sad as that one I had with my landlady yesterday. She had to be away and won't be here when I leave. But perhaps it's full-circle since she wasn't here when I came. Hmm...
PS: I still have not gotten the ok to go home, which means I don't have my ticket either. But I will still consciously try to go with the flow. Things will work out...
After that, I headed to town with very little money since I left all my cards at home unintentionally. I did some window-"shopping", and then met with my friend who was taking me to lunch. On our way to the Red Bamboo, he saw two other of his friends, so he invited them as well. It was a nice lunch. The food was good and filling, and the company and conversation were good.
After that, I went to get some pictures printed. Ended up waiting for OVER AN HOUR and ended up leaving them to catch the bus to go home. I tried to keep telling myself that these things happens to build my patience...working on it. Got home dog tired! Still a good afternoon though. Thanks VP.
Later in the evening after some rest and a shower and clean hair (which was a spur of the moment decision since I was just gonna wait til next week n go to the hairdresser), I got dressed and went out with another friend. We first met in J'ca, but reconnected in Bim. She took me to TGIFridays since the other place she wanted to take I will be going Sat'day with another friend. But it was a good decision. I had chicken quesadillas with sour cream and salsa, etc, (the latter stuff being a waste except the sour cream) and I enjoyed it (to my surprise). The virgin daiquiri had much to be desired...perhaps less sugar would have helped greatly.
Dessert was an oreo ice-cream. The damn thing was so hard I had to stab at it. I ended up ditching the oreo and eating the ice-cream in the centre. Figured that was wise...maybe a sign too. It was giving me heart-burn and a work-out that I didn't need. Plus I didn't want to pay for any broken spoons! Thanks JW.
It was a good day. I guess good-byes don't have to be as sad as that one I had with my landlady yesterday. She had to be away and won't be here when I leave. But perhaps it's full-circle since she wasn't here when I came. Hmm...
PS: I still have not gotten the ok to go home, which means I don't have my ticket either. But I will still consciously try to go with the flow. Things will work out...
Thursday, December 4, 2008
They've Started
Goodbyes...I don't like them! But they are necessary for whatever reason.
Wed night I was supposed to go out with someone and company, but they cancelled. I ended up going out with another friend. We went to a movie and oh my goodness!! The thing was horrible! Beside the swearing (unnecessarily so) and the crude nature, it was pointless to ridiculous. I thought it would have been a good since Brad and George were in it! BIG mistake. And since it was a spur of the moment lyme, we didn't check the reviews, etc. The company was good. Got to know a bit more about my relatively new friend and vice versa, so it was a good lyme none-the-less. Thanks DB.
Thurs I had lunch with another friend (former classmate). We went to a really nice place called Il Ferno which is Italian. Was a good lyme- company and atmosphere and the view!!!
The day was somewhat spoilt because I felt sick after we ate, but I think it was due to the chinese I had at the movies the night before. Was suspicious of it, but ate it anyways. Feeling like you wanna throw-up can dampen any lyme. But I felt better, and we were still able to chill and take in the scenes. And the talk was inspiration for his gift which I got afterward. He helped me a great deal with my project, so I figured it was appropriate to say thanks in a tangible way.
In the night I was to go out with YDS project team. Turns out they were tired and couldn't make, and they assumed I had nothing on Sat. So no lyme. I was actually looking forward to it, but alas! Instead, I stayed home, sent some important emails, sorted through some documents that I will be leaving, etc. So still a productive day.
The rest of the week is pretty busy. More details after the fact.
Wed night I was supposed to go out with someone and company, but they cancelled. I ended up going out with another friend. We went to a movie and oh my goodness!! The thing was horrible! Beside the swearing (unnecessarily so) and the crude nature, it was pointless to ridiculous. I thought it would have been a good since Brad and George were in it! BIG mistake. And since it was a spur of the moment lyme, we didn't check the reviews, etc. The company was good. Got to know a bit more about my relatively new friend and vice versa, so it was a good lyme none-the-less. Thanks DB.
Thurs I had lunch with another friend (former classmate). We went to a really nice place called Il Ferno which is Italian. Was a good lyme- company and atmosphere and the view!!!
The day was somewhat spoilt because I felt sick after we ate, but I think it was due to the chinese I had at the movies the night before. Was suspicious of it, but ate it anyways. Feeling like you wanna throw-up can dampen any lyme. But I felt better, and we were still able to chill and take in the scenes. And the talk was inspiration for his gift which I got afterward. He helped me a great deal with my project, so I figured it was appropriate to say thanks in a tangible way.
In the night I was to go out with YDS project team. Turns out they were tired and couldn't make, and they assumed I had nothing on Sat. So no lyme. I was actually looking forward to it, but alas! Instead, I stayed home, sent some important emails, sorted through some documents that I will be leaving, etc. So still a productive day.
The rest of the week is pretty busy. More details after the fact.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Depending on People
The more I experience in life is the more I realise I should be less inclined to depend heavily on people. Somehow I end up being disappointed or hurt or upset.
It seems the date I was hoping to go is not gonna happen. Communication has not yet been sent to the relevant authorities from UWI, which means more delay. But instead of being upset, I'm going with the flow. Things happen for a reason and I intend to make the most of them things, whatever they may be.
It seems the date I was hoping to go is not gonna happen. Communication has not yet been sent to the relevant authorities from UWI, which means more delay. But instead of being upset, I'm going with the flow. Things happen for a reason and I intend to make the most of them things, whatever they may be.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
It's In!
Tues, December 2, 2008, sometime after noon, I handed in my research paper officially. It was such a relief. It also felt surreal. It's another step in the journey to return home and somehow it hasn't quite sunk in.
I came home, ate the lemon chicken that was lacking lemon, but was ok none-the-less, and celebrated by myself. In the evening, I went to my last YDS meeting. It was productive so I was happy about that. Came home, ate some more, watched tv...with no guilt...well just a little.
The week ahead is going to be hectic. I have people to see, money to return, things to finalise, and PACKING! Should be interesting.
I came home, ate the lemon chicken that was lacking lemon, but was ok none-the-less, and celebrated by myself. In the evening, I went to my last YDS meeting. It was productive so I was happy about that. Came home, ate some more, watched tv...with no guilt...well just a little.
The week ahead is going to be hectic. I have people to see, money to return, things to finalise, and PACKING! Should be interesting.
Monday, December 1, 2008
Chilled Ice
Today I am working (forcing myself...whichever) to finish my paper to have it handed in by tomorrow. I bought a Smirnoff Ice a while back that's been chilling in the fridge waiting for that day. And some chocolate cake mix waiting to be baked, perhaps some ice-cream (if I get around to buying it).
Tomorrow will be a great day! I am working on being more accepting of rain in all forms, so Lord, I'm trying, and believing...and waiting for even more!
Tomorrow will be a great day! I am working on being more accepting of rain in all forms, so Lord, I'm trying, and believing...and waiting for even more!
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Good News
Today (well yesterday technically) I got a call from PIOJ to say I did well in the interview and they were impressed so they are looking forward to seeing me for the second one. I must admit I was pleasantly surprised. I kept going over bits and pieces in my head and the various ways I could have made the interview better. But I am happy I did well to be one of three. I told my supe about it and he wasn't surprised...neither were others I told. So it seems I am the only one.
I now have my work cut out for me. I have to finish my paper, and then pack and also prepare since I must be even more prepared for this 2nd interview than the first. I'm trusting di Faddah to help me so I believe I will do well...the only question therefore should be "who did the "wellest"?".
I now have my work cut out for me. I have to finish my paper, and then pack and also prepare since I must be even more prepared for this 2nd interview than the first. I'm trusting di Faddah to help me so I believe I will do well...the only question therefore should be "who did the "wellest"?".
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Part 1. Check. Part 2?
I had a week to prepare for an interview for a possible job back home. And I tried to make sure I was as prepared as possible. So earlier I had my first (prelim) interview.
I was rather nervous. And they did ask some deep questions. And some not so deep ones. Yet I cannot gauge how I did. They gave questions, I gave answers. There were just a few times in the just over 17 min when I blanked for a few seconds, but I recovered enough to venture an answer. They asked me about myself- what makes me tick and what I enjoy doing. And there are SO many things I could have said, but they all came to me after the fact. And at the end I asked them questions...and they kept asking if I had any more. And I kept wondering if I was missing something.
The first face to face interview I had was really bad, and I only realised in hindsight. And I keep hearing over and over if there is anything you want to ask. And I hear myself saying no. So that experience has me wondering if I am missing something. But I am trusting God to know that if that job is mine, I will have it despite the hiccups.
So now I wait a week to hear their decision. And I also wait to hear from my supervisor who still have not returned my draft with comments. They asked me when I will be home, and I had to guestimate; I did let them know that it was all dependent on my draft though.
Is a second interview in my future? It's in God's hands now. And time will tell.
I was rather nervous. And they did ask some deep questions. And some not so deep ones. Yet I cannot gauge how I did. They gave questions, I gave answers. There were just a few times in the just over 17 min when I blanked for a few seconds, but I recovered enough to venture an answer. They asked me about myself- what makes me tick and what I enjoy doing. And there are SO many things I could have said, but they all came to me after the fact. And at the end I asked them questions...and they kept asking if I had any more. And I kept wondering if I was missing something.
The first face to face interview I had was really bad, and I only realised in hindsight. And I keep hearing over and over if there is anything you want to ask. And I hear myself saying no. So that experience has me wondering if I am missing something. But I am trusting God to know that if that job is mine, I will have it despite the hiccups.
So now I wait a week to hear their decision. And I also wait to hear from my supervisor who still have not returned my draft with comments. They asked me when I will be home, and I had to guestimate; I did let them know that it was all dependent on my draft though.
Is a second interview in my future? It's in God's hands now. And time will tell.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
The View
Yesterday was the first trip by the YDS to determine their package. Long story. Not getting into it. Anyways, our first stop was the Animal Flower Cave. WOW! The views were absolutely breath-taking! I don't think the pictures did them justice, however. The wind was also quite nice, and at one point I just had to let my hair flow with it. That's what combs are for, right?!
We didn't actually go into the cave since we'd have to pay. We decided we'd return another time, perhaps with more people. But I was satisfied with that view.
We left there and went to see Picotenerif (think that's the spelling)... not quite as close as we'd hoped, but we could still appreciate the beauty of it. We left there and went to Cherry Tree Hill with more beautiful views, and then we passed by the Wildlife Reserve (for information). Then we headed home.
I continued my preps for an interview I have coming up. A friend from home helped me with a mock interview that...let's just say didn't go well. But I persevere and I intend to be ready for it when the day arrives. I know God will come through for me as He always does.
We didn't actually go into the cave since we'd have to pay. We decided we'd return another time, perhaps with more people. But I was satisfied with that view.
We left there and went to see Picotenerif (think that's the spelling)... not quite as close as we'd hoped, but we could still appreciate the beauty of it. We left there and went to Cherry Tree Hill with more beautiful views, and then we passed by the Wildlife Reserve (for information). Then we headed home.
I continued my preps for an interview I have coming up. A friend from home helped me with a mock interview that...let's just say didn't go well. But I persevere and I intend to be ready for it when the day arrives. I know God will come through for me as He always does.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Sunday, November 9, 2008
A Hike and a Lyme
Friday I had all intentions of going on the road just for going out sake. The dark sky coupled with some rather unique conversations online postponed that plan. No horrors. I'm used to staying home so the house-rat had little problems.
Saturday morning I woke up to be ready for 7 pm. It's hike-time! And this time I did make it despite 2 previous attempts. Due to communication issues, we ended up leaving late and with the tour guide having a different view of what was actually to happen. Minor matters.
The hike started in Shorey Village after an hour's driving. Geesh. Bus parked, potty break (for me), and a long journey ahead, we started the hike. We passed down a road with houses before reaching an area with none, a "river" and some bush (low) before reaching the sea.
From the start of the trip, I felt the warmth of the sun. It was rather warm. So with little shame left, I backed out my umbrella. The dainty comments never phased me. So there were little times during the hike that I didn't use it, because there was VERY little shade.
The view at the beach was absolutely beautiful. Breath-taking if you will. And yes, I did have my umbrella on the beach...we were just passing through though.
We passed many scenes along the way, ranging from scenic views to human destruction of beautiful earth.
Of course we had to pass through bush so I got prickly things on my clothes. The picture is showing some of it. There was more. And no, not cool. But I had help picking them off so that was nice.
Throughout the hike, I shared my artificial shade. One of the hikers felt sick at one point and it came in quite handy. One thing I didn't like about the hike was that the group was split more than it should have been, with some lagging behind and others going too fast (including the tour guide who doesn't seem to believe in walking slow). The hike ended with tired and thirsty people. We stopped by a mart and got some drinks while someone begged a ride for the driver to go get the bus (clearly we're tired!).
I came home in rain. I bathed, ate some good food (chicken strips I forgot I bought and only remembered because I was taking out something to thaw for dinner...sad, I know) and scrambled eggs and bread. Aahhh. Then sleep, glorious sleep! But it did hot so it was not as comfortable as I'd have liked. Did Chinese food in the evening (home-made, and wasn't as good as it was intended to me...still learning).
Sun I went to church at Chapman St in the morning, and a lyme (suggested by yours truly) in the afternooon. It was cool. Started a Scrabble game, ate some good food (maybe too much), and chilled a bit. Came home, called home and just chilled for the rest of the day.
A pretty good weekend.
PS: Congrats to all who graduated this weekend at Mona, with special mention to my cuz (mi proud bad...sniff...) and Dr. Hamil and Dr. Coke and neighbour. And all who I forgot (haven't taken the gingko in a while- sorry).
Saturday morning I woke up to be ready for 7 pm. It's hike-time! And this time I did make it despite 2 previous attempts. Due to communication issues, we ended up leaving late and with the tour guide having a different view of what was actually to happen. Minor matters.
The hike started in Shorey Village after an hour's driving. Geesh. Bus parked, potty break (for me), and a long journey ahead, we started the hike. We passed down a road with houses before reaching an area with none, a "river" and some bush (low) before reaching the sea.
From the start of the trip, I felt the warmth of the sun. It was rather warm. So with little shame left, I backed out my umbrella. The dainty comments never phased me. So there were little times during the hike that I didn't use it, because there was VERY little shade.
The view at the beach was absolutely beautiful. Breath-taking if you will. And yes, I did have my umbrella on the beach...we were just passing through though.
We passed many scenes along the way, ranging from scenic views to human destruction of beautiful earth.
Of course we had to pass through bush so I got prickly things on my clothes. The picture is showing some of it. There was more. And no, not cool. But I had help picking them off so that was nice.
Throughout the hike, I shared my artificial shade. One of the hikers felt sick at one point and it came in quite handy. One thing I didn't like about the hike was that the group was split more than it should have been, with some lagging behind and others going too fast (including the tour guide who doesn't seem to believe in walking slow). The hike ended with tired and thirsty people. We stopped by a mart and got some drinks while someone begged a ride for the driver to go get the bus (clearly we're tired!).
I came home in rain. I bathed, ate some good food (chicken strips I forgot I bought and only remembered because I was taking out something to thaw for dinner...sad, I know) and scrambled eggs and bread. Aahhh. Then sleep, glorious sleep! But it did hot so it was not as comfortable as I'd have liked. Did Chinese food in the evening (home-made, and wasn't as good as it was intended to me...still learning).
Sun I went to church at Chapman St in the morning, and a lyme (suggested by yours truly) in the afternooon. It was cool. Started a Scrabble game, ate some good food (maybe too much), and chilled a bit. Came home, called home and just chilled for the rest of the day.
A pretty good weekend.
PS: Congrats to all who graduated this weekend at Mona, with special mention to my cuz (mi proud bad...sniff...) and Dr. Hamil and Dr. Coke and neighbour. And all who I forgot (haven't taken the gingko in a while- sorry).
Sunday, November 2, 2008
New "Toy"
Yesterday I had planned to do a solo stint at the movies (double feature) but then a friend asked me if I wanted to practice some songs with her. I was cool with that. I went by her (she wasn't well) and chilled with her. After she felt better, we did some searching for songs we could probably do at church sometime. And I learnt something new. Youtube has karaoke stuff. It never occurred to be look for it or anything. But a light went off in my head- new hobby for new-found bumlife (though shortlived). We did recordings of 2 or 3 songs. Decent in some parts, hilarious in others. I came home and had to try this out. So I started recording my own stuff. Not much, but it was fun!
Today I went to church at Chapman Street. Was a good service. Got home, stuffed my face and tried to sleep. A certain seeker of God knows what decided to call me and wake me up so sleep was shot thereafter (thanks...I will keep reminding myself "revenge is mine, saith the Lord"). I watched a movie, read some more of my book, and also read couple chapters of the Bible (all before and/or after attempting to sleep). The rest of the day included watching more tv (mindless entertainment if you will) and singing!
PS: No, I am not posting anything on YouTube! They're for my purposes only...and I prefer audio alone. Not into the video thing.
Today I went to church at Chapman Street. Was a good service. Got home, stuffed my face and tried to sleep. A certain seeker of God knows what decided to call me and wake me up so sleep was shot thereafter (thanks...I will keep reminding myself "revenge is mine, saith the Lord"). I watched a movie, read some more of my book, and also read couple chapters of the Bible (all before and/or after attempting to sleep). The rest of the day included watching more tv (mindless entertainment if you will) and singing!
PS: No, I am not posting anything on YouTube! They're for my purposes only...and I prefer audio alone. Not into the video thing.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Waiting...patiently?
More and more I am longing for the day when this blog will no longer be used for posting but as a way to look back and remember the times I had in Bim. I feel as though home with all the issues I will face is where I want to and need to be, and I am anxiously waiting for the day when that becomes a reality. December is fast approaching, and I am happy...I hope I can pass the time away without getting too frustrated.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
October Lyme at Home
Yesterday was the annual October lyme. It was good to see everyone again...and hear them. I'm sure it was a weird lyme for most involved considering I joined in via webcam, but I am happy they still made the effort to accommodate me. (Thanks guys).
I think my biggest problem with the lyme is that I don't think I contributed much. I had so much moving around in my head, but nothing at the same time. I felt blank, almost like conversation was a new language I was learning. So I was more content yet uncomfortable listening in. Sigh.
Hopefully next year is bigger and better. And different.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Session at UN House
Today the YDS had a working session at the UN House. I was designated scribe. I only hope I took decent notes. The first half was not recorded cause the thing just neva record it. But the second half was taped (and I didn't have it so maybe that's why).
Thought the session was productive and good. Hope things work out for them.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
COG Concert
Today I went to church at Salters. Usual place. Service was ok Lesson was on Ps 121. Good passage. Sunday school lesson was from the same place. Got home about noon.
Ate lunch. Tried to sleep. Watched a movie. Tried to sleep. Got good news about Kitty. Tried to sleep. Eventually got up, got dressed, and went with Billie and new friend to the Church of God concert of which I forgot the name. It was decent. Could have done with a bit more tweeking, but hey! It's not everday the COG gets youth putting on productions such as this with the intention of selling it.
Afterward, we chilled a bit. Passed by Chefette where new friend treated us girls to food (mine a kids' meal) before dropping us home. A pleasant evening afterall.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Weekend Happenings
On Thursday I decided I was going to finally buy a webcam. One that I will actually get since two previous purchases online proved futile. I called around and found out the prices. I looked at the sky, and decided I shouldn't. But then after a while I thought I'd make it an adventure. So I got dressed and took a bus to Oistins. It was about an hour on a bus, but it was the sight-seeing (if you wanna call it that) that took up my time. I found the place I wanted, went to another store and bought a cheap, no-good headphone which I am bitter about, then headed back home.
Friday I had lunch with a friend who's going back home to SVG. I ended up shopping- a dress and shoes. The shoes I needed and got at the duty free price since my friend bought it for me and I paid her back. The dress I perhaps could have done without but I liked it very much, and my friend thought it looked good too, so I took her word for it. I think I got a fair deal too. I came home and slept, then went to campus for "Second Chances", the play and concert put on by the J'can student asso. It started late as usual. But it was pretty decent. My headaches came back, so that was slightly distracting. Got home about 1 a.m.
This morning I was to go hiking. But having got so little sleep, the headache stayed with me. I opted to pass. I was kinda looking forward to going so that was a bummer.
Tomorrow I am going to church in the morning and then to a COG concert in the evening. Should be interesting.
Friday I had lunch with a friend who's going back home to SVG. I ended up shopping- a dress and shoes. The shoes I needed and got at the duty free price since my friend bought it for me and I paid her back. The dress I perhaps could have done without but I liked it very much, and my friend thought it looked good too, so I took her word for it. I think I got a fair deal too. I came home and slept, then went to campus for "Second Chances", the play and concert put on by the J'can student asso. It started late as usual. But it was pretty decent. My headaches came back, so that was slightly distracting. Got home about 1 a.m.
This morning I was to go hiking. But having got so little sleep, the headache stayed with me. I opted to pass. I was kinda looking forward to going so that was a bummer.
Tomorrow I am going to church in the morning and then to a COG concert in the evening. Should be interesting.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
JASAC week so far
So this week is JASAC week- Jamaica Association of Students at Cave Hill. It started decently with a church service on Sunday, which I attended. Monday (Heroes' Day) was a flag raising ceremony at 6 a.m. which I did not attend. Today was the culture and food day. Disaster is a word I would like to use to describe it.
On Sunday, I volunteered to help out at the cultural showcase. My shift was 2 - 3 p.m. I got there and started to hear all the "mishaps" happening with the food. I wasn't overly comfortable with the whole situation either, but hey. After my shift, I decided to try and get some food cause now mi ungry! I go into the place, seems rather disorganised and food didn't seem to be available or ready. Ok. Left for a bit and went back. Decided that since they had nothing I wanted (chicken), I was gonna get soup. So I paid for soup. As I was waiting to get said soup, a man, clearly J'can, started to cuss. Instead of serving me my soup since I was standing in front of him and trying to get his attention, another man (server clearly) decided to tek on di odda man. Needless to say it got rowdy. I just took my ticket, walked out, and went home. I ate food that I had here waiting for me, no drama involved. I count the $5 I paid but a loss. I didn't think it made any sense trying to get back my money if I couldn't get my food without waiting til they decided to calm down. Not inna dat.
The play and concert is on Friday. They claim it should be good. It better be!
On Sunday, I volunteered to help out at the cultural showcase. My shift was 2 - 3 p.m. I got there and started to hear all the "mishaps" happening with the food. I wasn't overly comfortable with the whole situation either, but hey. After my shift, I decided to try and get some food cause now mi ungry! I go into the place, seems rather disorganised and food didn't seem to be available or ready. Ok. Left for a bit and went back. Decided that since they had nothing I wanted (chicken), I was gonna get soup. So I paid for soup. As I was waiting to get said soup, a man, clearly J'can, started to cuss. Instead of serving me my soup since I was standing in front of him and trying to get his attention, another man (server clearly) decided to tek on di odda man. Needless to say it got rowdy. I just took my ticket, walked out, and went home. I ate food that I had here waiting for me, no drama involved. I count the $5 I paid but a loss. I didn't think it made any sense trying to get back my money if I couldn't get my food without waiting til they decided to calm down. Not inna dat.
The play and concert is on Friday. They claim it should be good. It better be!
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Pizza Baby!
Since I sent in my first draft, I've baked a chocolate cake and baked chicken breast strips. But today I added one more to the list- I did my very first pizza! I used some of the chicken i had baked, sweet peppers, cayenne pepper, tomatoes and my own pizza sauce plus the all-important cheese. I did the sauce from tomato paste and BBQ sauce supposedly hot and spicy and some Italian herbs. Couldn't taste a bit of the hot. But the pizza tasted good! I mean, it didn't look like a professionally done one, but who cares?!
I did some cleaning today as well...of course all before my pizza trial. So now my room feels nice and homey again...and CLEAN! Let's hope I can keep it this way til I am ready to leave.
I did some cleaning today as well...of course all before my pizza trial. So now my room feels nice and homey again...and CLEAN! Let's hope I can keep it this way til I am ready to leave.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Finalmente!
So having endured agony, frustration, heart-ache, and more, I have finally submitted my first draft! It's a relief. And feels almost unreal. But I am happy. I now wait with bated breath for the return of said draft, hoping it is not massacred.
Thank You Faddah!
Thank You Faddah!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Unexpected Events
On Sunday I went to a play at the Errol Barrow Centre for Creative Imagination. I was taken by a friend (more an aunty figure) as a birthday treat. We were to have gone on Saturday, but the rain was mighty. The play was interesting. It was entitled "Sugarcane Blues" or something like that. It was talking about struggles with slavery and called it a parallel of sorts with the hotel industry. I'm not sure I agreed completely with the incinuations, but I appreciated the manner they presented the play. It was somewhat unique.
Yesterday I had a meeting with someone who was supposed to help me with my project. After that, a former co-worker of my dad who's here took me to dinner. It was nice.
What does the rest of the week have in store? We'll see. Just hope it's good. I think I need the good stuff to happen to balance a lot of the issues that have taken place in the last week.
Yesterday I had a meeting with someone who was supposed to help me with my project. After that, a former co-worker of my dad who's here took me to dinner. It was nice.
What does the rest of the week have in store? We'll see. Just hope it's good. I think I need the good stuff to happen to balance a lot of the issues that have taken place in the last week.
Friday, October 10, 2008
My Head for $70
Yeah...you saw it right.
After spending a good time at the hotel, I was picked up by a friend. She wanted to go to Speightstown so we went there and walked around window-shopping. We happened to go into this one store and my friend happened to see a few things she liked. On top of that, they had some sale of sorts. There was a mix-up in the understanding of the prices and that resulted in a rude telling-off of my friend and another employee of the store by one rowdy employee who calls herself "Betty". I kindly told her (as well as another customer) that her attitude had much to be desired to which she proceeded to tell us off. It went as far as us being unwelcomed in Barbados and David Thompson (the Hon) should do something about it. On top of that, us being unwanted in this "her" country, she could do us the favour of having our heads for $70. She didn't say whether it was BB$ or US$...and she was also ambiguous about whether it was per head or both our heads. I kept my cool, and I told my friend (who was still proceeding with her browsing) that I'd wait outside. The crap was getting to me- there's only so much one's ears can take and it gets harder to clean out after too much.
Anyways, we went elsewhere and looked around. But I was disturbed. For a while I kept wondering how serious she was. But I didn't get too upset. On our way back home, I stopped off by the store and left a card for her. It was intended to let her know that God can give her peace because it appears that only He can help this ignorant woman. She wasn't there when I went in (somewhat nervous I might add), but I hope she didn't spit on it or take me and friend to her friends or whatever.
So having done so many things in Barbados, I guess I can now add to my list a death-threat. it'd be good if that could have been para-sailing or water-skiing, but alas! It can't all be good, right?! I need balance...after all, I am a proud Libra girl!
After spending a good time at the hotel, I was picked up by a friend. She wanted to go to Speightstown so we went there and walked around window-shopping. We happened to go into this one store and my friend happened to see a few things she liked. On top of that, they had some sale of sorts. There was a mix-up in the understanding of the prices and that resulted in a rude telling-off of my friend and another employee of the store by one rowdy employee who calls herself "Betty". I kindly told her (as well as another customer) that her attitude had much to be desired to which she proceeded to tell us off. It went as far as us being unwelcomed in Barbados and David Thompson (the Hon) should do something about it. On top of that, us being unwanted in this "her" country, she could do us the favour of having our heads for $70. She didn't say whether it was BB$ or US$...and she was also ambiguous about whether it was per head or both our heads. I kept my cool, and I told my friend (who was still proceeding with her browsing) that I'd wait outside. The crap was getting to me- there's only so much one's ears can take and it gets harder to clean out after too much.
Anyways, we went elsewhere and looked around. But I was disturbed. For a while I kept wondering how serious she was. But I didn't get too upset. On our way back home, I stopped off by the store and left a card for her. It was intended to let her know that God can give her peace because it appears that only He can help this ignorant woman. She wasn't there when I went in (somewhat nervous I might add), but I hope she didn't spit on it or take me and friend to her friends or whatever.
So having done so many things in Barbados, I guess I can now add to my list a death-threat. it'd be good if that could have been para-sailing or water-skiing, but alas! It can't all be good, right?! I need balance...after all, I am a proud Libra girl!
A Happy 25th
I wanted to make this year special. Couldn't do the cruise I wanted, couldn't travel as I wanted. So I opted instead to book myself into an all-inclusive hotel for a night. Hotel of choice was the Discovery Bay Hotel.
I called to check to see what is the earliest time I could check in. They told me anytime. So instead of going for 2 as I originally planned, I got there for 11.30am. Paid. Got my keys, and went to Room 74 (along the corridor in the pic).
It started to rain after I go settled in. So the next best thing was tv. Turned it on and was greeted by blue. First call to the front desk. Someone came quickly and dealt with it. But to my shock and surprise, the "cable" advertised was from stations 2 - 8. It seems they have a policy and they dictate what stations they show. I can't understand it but hey.
Sometime later the rain held up. So I went walking in Holetown, found me a bookstore, and bought two books- a novel and a puzzle book. Went back to the hotel had lunch- cheese burger, fries and blended fruit punch. Later I went to the seaside, grabbed a chair, and enjoyed the lovely breeze and the sound of the water crashing on the shore. It was so good. Wish I could have slept but at least I was relaxed. I wanted to go to the beach but it was too pebbly so opted for the pool instead. It was soo good. The water was nice and warm and swimming was relaxing and enjoyable. Spent a good deal of time in the pool. Took a short snack break and had me some sandwhiches and cake and blended fruit punch. But I didn't end up leaving the pool til it was dark.
After showering and washing my hair, I got dressed and went to dinner. It was rather tasty. I had broccoli and cheese soup (surprisingly decent) followed by pasta with cheese, grilled chicken, veggies and cheesecake. I thought I took enough but turns out I took too much. Small stomach...oh well. The band that was playing during dinner cool too.
After that I went by the bar and chilled with the bartender, Andrea. She was cool. I had some rumcream. Went back to my room after and chilled a bit watching "cable tv". I went back down about 11 and chilled with Andrea and David (staff) before heading back to my room.
The day was filled with calls and text messages from family and friends. And some were very creative in that they described me using words that begin with the letters in my first name. I don't know whose idea it was, but I felt special. Though I spent the day alone I was not really alone.
So in summary, I had a good day. Thanks to all who helped to make the day special. The cards, the calls, the emails, the texts, the singing. Thanks all!
PS: Some had a hard time grasping the fact that I opted to spend the day alone. But I have no regrets. And like I said, I wasn't really alone.
I called to check to see what is the earliest time I could check in. They told me anytime. So instead of going for 2 as I originally planned, I got there for 11.30am. Paid. Got my keys, and went to Room 74 (along the corridor in the pic).
It started to rain after I go settled in. So the next best thing was tv. Turned it on and was greeted by blue. First call to the front desk. Someone came quickly and dealt with it. But to my shock and surprise, the "cable" advertised was from stations 2 - 8. It seems they have a policy and they dictate what stations they show. I can't understand it but hey.
Sometime later the rain held up. So I went walking in Holetown, found me a bookstore, and bought two books- a novel and a puzzle book. Went back to the hotel had lunch- cheese burger, fries and blended fruit punch. Later I went to the seaside, grabbed a chair, and enjoyed the lovely breeze and the sound of the water crashing on the shore. It was so good. Wish I could have slept but at least I was relaxed. I wanted to go to the beach but it was too pebbly so opted for the pool instead. It was soo good. The water was nice and warm and swimming was relaxing and enjoyable. Spent a good deal of time in the pool. Took a short snack break and had me some sandwhiches and cake and blended fruit punch. But I didn't end up leaving the pool til it was dark.
After showering and washing my hair, I got dressed and went to dinner. It was rather tasty. I had broccoli and cheese soup (surprisingly decent) followed by pasta with cheese, grilled chicken, veggies and cheesecake. I thought I took enough but turns out I took too much. Small stomach...oh well. The band that was playing during dinner cool too.
After that I went by the bar and chilled with the bartender, Andrea. She was cool. I had some rumcream. Went back to my room after and chilled a bit watching "cable tv". I went back down about 11 and chilled with Andrea and David (staff) before heading back to my room.
The day was filled with calls and text messages from family and friends. And some were very creative in that they described me using words that begin with the letters in my first name. I don't know whose idea it was, but I felt special. Though I spent the day alone I was not really alone.
So in summary, I had a good day. Thanks to all who helped to make the day special. The cards, the calls, the emails, the texts, the singing. Thanks all!
PS: Some had a hard time grasping the fact that I opted to spend the day alone. But I have no regrets. And like I said, I wasn't really alone.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Frustrated
I am soooooo frustrated with this project. When I think I am close to finishing, some crap happens. I am just losing what drive I had but I am still pushing because that's the only way I will end this and keep my sanity.
Can't wait for it to be done! As to if I'll have that draft ready by Fri as I promised my supe...that looking sticky. But time will tell.
Can't wait for it to be done! As to if I'll have that draft ready by Fri as I promised my supe...that looking sticky. But time will tell.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Mama Mia
I went to the movies to see Mama Mia. Was a decent movie. Had a few laughs and stuff. The company was good (thanks Billie). We chatted and took pics and lymed. A good 3rd day.
Good Start
Day 1: Pretty uneventful though productive. Most memorable part of the day was being able to feel like I was home, even if it was just for a few bites. A friend of mine went to J'ca and brought me back some good ole bun and cheese (the real, orange one in the tin). So that was my lunch, along with Ting (paid a crap-load of money for it...no where in J'ca would it cost what I paid which was US$2...at least nowhere I'd buy it). But it was good to be able to have that...
Day 2: Day started out less than fantastic with slight aches in the head area and less than the amount of work than I'd plan, but it was a good day none-the-less. I was alive and had a bed to rest the not-so-pain-free head and watch tv and try to sleep. In the evening I got a call from a friend about going to see Donnie McClurkin speak. Took me about 2 min to say yes and I was SO glad I did. I was blessed and I had a good time.
The message was aimed at getting people to realise that there is hope in God regardless of the crap of the past. The main text text was 2 Cor 5: 11-21, and he also pointed to the verse that turned his life around (ie, away from homosexuality, etc): verse 21. It was inspiring. Plus when he was singing at the end I got to wave a "rag" (aka scandal bag)...I mean, I had to improvise seeing he was singing a hype song and wanted the crowd to wave something. That was sooo much fun! I wished he'd heard me screaming when he asked if there were J'cans in the crowd. I seemed to be a lone, soft voice jumping and screaming like a maniac and waving my hands. Oh well! The hurting of the throat at the end of it all was worth it.
Tonight is a movie lyme with my friend from last night. Looking forward to that. After all, it's good to be treated like a VIP every now and then (don't mind that I'm paying for it).
Day 2: Day started out less than fantastic with slight aches in the head area and less than the amount of work than I'd plan, but it was a good day none-the-less. I was alive and had a bed to rest the not-so-pain-free head and watch tv and try to sleep. In the evening I got a call from a friend about going to see Donnie McClurkin speak. Took me about 2 min to say yes and I was SO glad I did. I was blessed and I had a good time.
The message was aimed at getting people to realise that there is hope in God regardless of the crap of the past. The main text text was 2 Cor 5: 11-21, and he also pointed to the verse that turned his life around (ie, away from homosexuality, etc): verse 21. It was inspiring. Plus when he was singing at the end I got to wave a "rag" (aka scandal bag)...I mean, I had to improvise seeing he was singing a hype song and wanted the crowd to wave something. That was sooo much fun! I wished he'd heard me screaming when he asked if there were J'cans in the crowd. I seemed to be a lone, soft voice jumping and screaming like a maniac and waving my hands. Oh well! The hurting of the throat at the end of it all was worth it.
Tonight is a movie lyme with my friend from last night. Looking forward to that. After all, it's good to be treated like a VIP every now and then (don't mind that I'm paying for it).
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Successful Launch!
The last day of September marks the end of the month that preceeds the best month of the year! I wanted to mark the occasion in style, so I planned a movie lyme with friends (classmates). It was cool. A nice lyme.
So here's to October- a month of enjoying myself with or without company. A month of being happy that God saw it fit for me to be on earth for 25 years. A month to celebrate being me and being appreciated by a select few. A month of acknowledging the Father for being so awesome and being grateful more and more for blessings galore and more to come. A month to celebrate!
Here begins the best month of the year. Happy October!
So here's to October- a month of enjoying myself with or without company. A month of being happy that God saw it fit for me to be on earth for 25 years. A month to celebrate being me and being appreciated by a select few. A month of acknowledging the Father for being so awesome and being grateful more and more for blessings galore and more to come. A month to celebrate!
Here begins the best month of the year. Happy October!
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Facing the Giants and more
This week was an unproductive week in many regards, but it also showed up some stuff. I realise what needs to be done (for the most part) so I need to work on doing them a little harder.
Fri night my landlady invited me to her church to see a film Facing the Giants. It was not the best quality in terms of acting, etc, but it was pretty decent. The basis of it was that we can do everything through Christ so even though we have giants to face and we may be going through crap, we will overcome when we put our hope, trust and faith in God. It was deep and I appreciated the lesson/reminder very much, especially since I can testify! Pic shows how I went to face the giants. (My hair was done Thursday so for the next few days it'll look decent... tried to keep up that decent appearance but aint sure how well I pulled it off)
Today I went into the field for field work, which only showed up what we needed do with different equipment. So I am on a hunt to find said equipment at cheap rate (ie, free). In the evening (with much guilt), I made my way to the opening ceremony for the new post-grad block. It was a cool lyme.
Fri night my landlady invited me to her church to see a film Facing the Giants. It was not the best quality in terms of acting, etc, but it was pretty decent. The basis of it was that we can do everything through Christ so even though we have giants to face and we may be going through crap, we will overcome when we put our hope, trust and faith in God. It was deep and I appreciated the lesson/reminder very much, especially since I can testify! Pic shows how I went to face the giants. (My hair was done Thursday so for the next few days it'll look decent... tried to keep up that decent appearance but aint sure how well I pulled it off)
Today I went into the field for field work, which only showed up what we needed do with different equipment. So I am on a hunt to find said equipment at cheap rate (ie, free). In the evening (with much guilt), I made my way to the opening ceremony for the new post-grad block. It was a cool lyme.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Sick and Ka-Bomb Scare
So having had a long record of flu-free living, the streak ended on the weekend when I got it. I think it was my own fault. I had enough days of not eating properly to weaken my immune system enough but the good thing is I recovered in good time. Needless to say the weekend was somewhat unproductive - I was having issues focusing when I was well so being sick just made it worse.
Anyways, I am close to normal today. Decided I was going to town to the Immigration Office to get my student visa, then to school to meet with a lecturer about my letter and resume to start begging jobs. After much asking around, I found the Immigration Office. Only I didn't get past the door. I was met by two security officers who kindly (yah right) informed me that the office was closed. When next will it be opened? Don't know. Anytime for the rest of the week? Don't know. Seh wha?!
Anyways, I left there (somewhat flabbergasted) and caught a bus and went back to school. Did what I had to do, then came home. I then called the Immigration Office to see what the situation is. Apparently they had a bomb scare. That is scary! I'm happy it seems to be resolved though. So I guess I will venture there sometime soon and pray God watches over the place.
Anyways, I am close to normal today. Decided I was going to town to the Immigration Office to get my student visa, then to school to meet with a lecturer about my letter and resume to start begging jobs. After much asking around, I found the Immigration Office. Only I didn't get past the door. I was met by two security officers who kindly (yah right) informed me that the office was closed. When next will it be opened? Don't know. Anytime for the rest of the week? Don't know. Seh wha?!
Anyways, I left there (somewhat flabbergasted) and caught a bus and went back to school. Did what I had to do, then came home. I then called the Immigration Office to see what the situation is. Apparently they had a bomb scare. That is scary! I'm happy it seems to be resolved though. So I guess I will venture there sometime soon and pray God watches over the place.
Friday, September 5, 2008
Aquatic Skills 2 and Lessons Learned
Today is Day 3 (but Day 2 for me) of the Aquatic Skills course that I invaded. I was hesitant to go because I wasn't quite up to it from the day before, but I figure since they've already paid for me I should make it there. So I went.
The day started out good. Ended good too. It rained in the morning but after lunch the sun was out with all its might. Now to more details.
In the morning, we were to swim (on our backs) out to the glass bottom boat which is twice the distance of the white boat we swam out to on Day 1 (see picture- look for the glass bottom boat WAY out, just in front of the war-looking ship/boat). I thought to myself, Help Faddah! But I struggled, I overcame some fears, and I made it (without the help of a lifejacket). The rain was pouring and it was cold but I didn't mind too much. The water felt good...when I was in it. When we got to the boat, we had to jump/dive from the boat as well. First time, I couldn't bring myself to it so I was helped in (ie, lifted and dropped in). Second time I decided I wanted to try diving in (yeah, get over the specific fear of diving). That also took a while but unlike the first entry, I was not assisted...not physically anyways. I made a grand total of 3 dives, the last being the best but still needing improvement. Seems I like to bend my knees too much. After all that, we then had to swim back to shore. Sigh. Dem muscles get a good workout!
After the LONG swim back, we went kayaking! As if my muscles didn't get enough workout! It was fun. Fortunately I had someone who had more muscles than I do/did. We went far...and at one point (where it was shallow), I was in the kayak by my lonesome and the huge wave came and knocked me out! It was fun though. We headed back to the place from whence we came and had lunch.
After lunch was snorkelling. That was cool as well. Decided to swim back to shore. Clearly I have masochistic tendencies! I had my lifejacket so I was good. I also had help from someone who saw the need to help a sister out. How nice of him! Anyways, I was happy I made it though at times I was wondering what the heck I was doing so far away from shore and swimming in. But I made it! And I was so proud of myself. Sniff.
So I have made lots of progress. And I have also been over-tanned (thin line separating that from burnt which I was couple days ago). Don't believe me? See pic below.
I came home and washed my hair. Later I was reminded that though I sometimes feel really crappy and in the mood to see my own tears (like I was yesterday), there is always someone in worse situations than I and I should try to look more on the positive things and be thankful in the not-so-great times....well more than I am since I do try.
What a day!
The day started out good. Ended good too. It rained in the morning but after lunch the sun was out with all its might. Now to more details.
In the morning, we were to swim (on our backs) out to the glass bottom boat which is twice the distance of the white boat we swam out to on Day 1 (see picture- look for the glass bottom boat WAY out, just in front of the war-looking ship/boat). I thought to myself, Help Faddah! But I struggled, I overcame some fears, and I made it (without the help of a lifejacket). The rain was pouring and it was cold but I didn't mind too much. The water felt good...when I was in it. When we got to the boat, we had to jump/dive from the boat as well. First time, I couldn't bring myself to it so I was helped in (ie, lifted and dropped in). Second time I decided I wanted to try diving in (yeah, get over the specific fear of diving). That also took a while but unlike the first entry, I was not assisted...not physically anyways. I made a grand total of 3 dives, the last being the best but still needing improvement. Seems I like to bend my knees too much. After all that, we then had to swim back to shore. Sigh. Dem muscles get a good workout!
After the LONG swim back, we went kayaking! As if my muscles didn't get enough workout! It was fun. Fortunately I had someone who had more muscles than I do/did. We went far...and at one point (where it was shallow), I was in the kayak by my lonesome and the huge wave came and knocked me out! It was fun though. We headed back to the place from whence we came and had lunch.
After lunch was snorkelling. That was cool as well. Decided to swim back to shore. Clearly I have masochistic tendencies! I had my lifejacket so I was good. I also had help from someone who saw the need to help a sister out. How nice of him! Anyways, I was happy I made it though at times I was wondering what the heck I was doing so far away from shore and swimming in. But I made it! And I was so proud of myself. Sniff.
So I have made lots of progress. And I have also been over-tanned (thin line separating that from burnt which I was couple days ago). Don't believe me? See pic below.
I came home and washed my hair. Later I was reminded that though I sometimes feel really crappy and in the mood to see my own tears (like I was yesterday), there is always someone in worse situations than I and I should try to look more on the positive things and be thankful in the not-so-great times....well more than I am since I do try.
What a day!
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Red Hot!
Today I went to the beach. It was the start of the aquatic traning for the new students that I decided to join since they didn't have it for us last year and I am determined to get over my fears and develop my abilities as a swimmer (another "Jackie" trait). I put on sunblock before I left home but somehow in my rush forgot it so I didn't top up at the beach.
BIG MISTAKE! At the end of the day, I'm tired but also burnt in the face. My face was red and sore. Not cool at all!!! The course is for 4 days but I am now happy that I can only make two (wasn't too happy before but Divine intervention is a wonderful thing). So now I'm dealing with a new(er) colour complexion(s) with a threat or two of it worsening and a sore face. The prices I pay! But I am grateful I had the opportunity and I did pretty well considering I have a fear of depths, am badly out of shape, and have not practiced good swimming techniques in so long I may've forgotten them. Oh well...
BIG MISTAKE! At the end of the day, I'm tired but also burnt in the face. My face was red and sore. Not cool at all!!! The course is for 4 days but I am now happy that I can only make two (wasn't too happy before but Divine intervention is a wonderful thing). So now I'm dealing with a new(er) colour complexion(s) with a threat or two of it worsening and a sore face. The prices I pay! But I am grateful I had the opportunity and I did pretty well considering I have a fear of depths, am badly out of shape, and have not practiced good swimming techniques in so long I may've forgotten them. Oh well...
Monday, September 1, 2008
Fibromyalgia
So for the last couple week my shoulder has been acting up again. Sometimes it'd start when I am using my computer. Other times when I'm sitting watching TV or standing waiting for a bus. But this week it got to me, so today (being the first day of classes at UWI here), I called the Health Centre to see of the Drs. were back and they were so I went.
The Dr who "examined" me was the one who I'd gone to before. Without looking at my shoulder she made her diagnosis- I have fibromyalgia. I told her what my problem was and apparently that was all that was required. She recommended I stop doing the things that would aggravate it and perhaps physiotherapy. She thought about some drug that was expensive (she said) so I didn't bother to get the name or Rx.
Truth be told, I am half inclined to believe her diagnosis is correct. Some of the articles I read fit my symptoms, others I aint sure about. But since I don't have money for a second opinion, I will go with her evaluation. And since I do not have money for physiotherapy, I will have to try and keep my shoulder relaxed and do my physiotherapy (aka massages). Of course for someone doing a research paper that requires a lot of typing it will be difficult to prevent it from getting worse but hey, this is a price for doing what I love- trying to change (over) the world!
The Dr who "examined" me was the one who I'd gone to before. Without looking at my shoulder she made her diagnosis- I have fibromyalgia. I told her what my problem was and apparently that was all that was required. She recommended I stop doing the things that would aggravate it and perhaps physiotherapy. She thought about some drug that was expensive (she said) so I didn't bother to get the name or Rx.
Truth be told, I am half inclined to believe her diagnosis is correct. Some of the articles I read fit my symptoms, others I aint sure about. But since I don't have money for a second opinion, I will go with her evaluation. And since I do not have money for physiotherapy, I will have to try and keep my shoulder relaxed and do my physiotherapy (aka massages). Of course for someone doing a research paper that requires a lot of typing it will be difficult to prevent it from getting worse but hey, this is a price for doing what I love- trying to change (over) the world!
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Karaoke Baby!
I had a good week. Monday I took charge (very tactfully) and got the group I'm working with to make some decisions. Research is moving forward (and man its a lot of work but no problem). Didn't do the movies Tues due to rain and also bad memory (forgot). I would've gone by myself.
So Sat I went out with a friend who I'd met before and who I'm now getting to know. After a reminder online (cause I forgot), we planned to go to Oistins. She invited a friend to come along. He happened to drive so that was an added bonus. I had a great time. We got there, found food and learnt some valuable lessons. One: do not go to a place for fish and buy chicken (like moi) because BBQ chicken may or may not be fried with a hint of curry-looking seasoning. Two: shop around. Three: Karaoke is fun (even when the crowd is less than enthusiastic). I browsed the catalogue and found one of my fav songs (Aerosmith's Don't Wanna Miss A Thing), and did that. Then my friend and I did a duet of The Prayer and she did a Whitney one of her own (she is a singer!!!). So we left there having had a good time. (Btw, The Prayer was rather interesting since the version they had was the one with french which we didnt know and somehow forgot the English words for).
On the way home, we all sang songs and harmonized and boy I missed that SO much! Was good to hang out with Christians and be able to sing and have a good time doing it. We plan to lyme more and I look forward to it. Got home about 1 a.m. Didn't wake up for church since I was not told where we were going or not going. But oh well.
So Sat I went out with a friend who I'd met before and who I'm now getting to know. After a reminder online (cause I forgot), we planned to go to Oistins. She invited a friend to come along. He happened to drive so that was an added bonus. I had a great time. We got there, found food and learnt some valuable lessons. One: do not go to a place for fish and buy chicken (like moi) because BBQ chicken may or may not be fried with a hint of curry-looking seasoning. Two: shop around. Three: Karaoke is fun (even when the crowd is less than enthusiastic). I browsed the catalogue and found one of my fav songs (Aerosmith's Don't Wanna Miss A Thing), and did that. Then my friend and I did a duet of The Prayer and she did a Whitney one of her own (she is a singer!!!). So we left there having had a good time. (Btw, The Prayer was rather interesting since the version they had was the one with french which we didnt know and somehow forgot the English words for).
On the way home, we all sang songs and harmonized and boy I missed that SO much! Was good to hang out with Christians and be able to sing and have a good time doing it. We plan to lyme more and I look forward to it. Got home about 1 a.m. Didn't wake up for church since I was not told where we were going or not going. But oh well.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Missing L.E.S.
Today started out fairly well. Set my alarm so I could be up in time for the 4x400m relays. Saw that. Then ate and did some work. Yeah, did some work. Took a "break" to play some games and work was basically finished for the day after that. Dozed a bit, then ate some more, then watched tv. I should mention that I also roasted breadfruit for the 1st time since I've been here.
Somehow I decided I wanted to watch a Lifetime movie. It was about this girl who grew up almost homeless but overcame the odds to go to Harvard. And I think that may've been the straw that broke the camel's back.
For weeks now I've been seeing, hearing, getting constant reminders of Grandma. I've done a good job of not letting it get me down or sad. I tried not to dwell on them. I'd see an old(er) lady who reminded me of her. I'd remember her cooking and how I seriously regret not having her teach me. I'd look at my clothes and remember comments she would make. I'd watch TV and almost hear her "Cockroach" or "My garky" or see the reactions she would've had. And today all the weeks of being strong culminated into a night when I could hold it no more. The movie I was watching had one scene where a girl lost her mom (it got better after), but seeing that reminded me of being by Grandma's graveside. So the straw did the breaking. I called home and spoke to my aunt in tears and almost hysteria. It helped. I was calm(er) at the end of the convo. But I still needed a cheerer-upper so I called my good friend BC; spoke to him and wifey-to-be and that helped a lot. Thanks guys.
So here I am ending the day writing this post with red eyes. I still very much miss Miss Lola. I'm happy I have friends who can cheer me up on short notice, but I must admit that it's times like these that I miss having a best friend, that person who I'd call in the middle of the night (like now) without feeling guilty, etc. I know I aint supposed to have one right now 'cuz God doesn't make mistakes and I know I can deal with it with what He has given me. So for now I am grateful for that and will tap into the resources I do have. "
Love you Grandma...more than I showed.
Somehow I decided I wanted to watch a Lifetime movie. It was about this girl who grew up almost homeless but overcame the odds to go to Harvard. And I think that may've been the straw that broke the camel's back.
For weeks now I've been seeing, hearing, getting constant reminders of Grandma. I've done a good job of not letting it get me down or sad. I tried not to dwell on them. I'd see an old(er) lady who reminded me of her. I'd remember her cooking and how I seriously regret not having her teach me. I'd look at my clothes and remember comments she would make. I'd watch TV and almost hear her "Cockroach" or "My garky" or see the reactions she would've had. And today all the weeks of being strong culminated into a night when I could hold it no more. The movie I was watching had one scene where a girl lost her mom (it got better after), but seeing that reminded me of being by Grandma's graveside. So the straw did the breaking. I called home and spoke to my aunt in tears and almost hysteria. It helped. I was calm(er) at the end of the convo. But I still needed a cheerer-upper so I called my good friend BC; spoke to him and wifey-to-be and that helped a lot. Thanks guys.
So here I am ending the day writing this post with red eyes. I still very much miss Miss Lola. I'm happy I have friends who can cheer me up on short notice, but I must admit that it's times like these that I miss having a best friend, that person who I'd call in the middle of the night (like now) without feeling guilty, etc. I know I aint supposed to have one right now 'cuz God doesn't make mistakes and I know I can deal with it with what He has given me. So for now I am grateful for that and will tap into the resources I do have. "
Love you Grandma...more than I showed.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Van Back!
Today is Tuesday which means regular movie day. In the morning I checked online to see what was showing and we decided we were gonna see two movies- Made of Honour and Hancock. So I did some work (mainly brainstorming and making calls and sending an email), then went to town to wait.
We (N and I) got to Sheraton in decent time. Got some food...well desert before the real thing. Had a frescante espresso and a slice of banana bread (the former of which can be highly addictive so thank God it's so pricey). We got our tickets and went shopping. Got another bathing suit in the kiddies section (to which I plan to make some adjustments namely padding) and my friend got a nice dress, all at (Barbados) reasonable prices. We went and saw the first movie. Expected chick flick, but it was cool. (I think Patrick Dempsey is kinda hot).
Before the second movie we had an hour to kill so we got tickets for my other friend and bf who were joining us, went roaming, and then went and joined a rather long line to go back into the theatre. I ended up cussing off some guys and telling them they aint going in front of me who had to slave away in the long line. Anyways, yadda yadda yadda, movie came, was decent, and it ended. Then the fun part of the evening.
My friend and her bf who joined us came in an open-back van. So N and I was in the back. It was fun! We got some stares, but the air was nice and cool and the sky was beautiful. And the ride was fun!
A pretty decent day.
We (N and I) got to Sheraton in decent time. Got some food...well desert before the real thing. Had a frescante espresso and a slice of banana bread (the former of which can be highly addictive so thank God it's so pricey). We got our tickets and went shopping. Got another bathing suit in the kiddies section (to which I plan to make some adjustments namely padding) and my friend got a nice dress, all at (Barbados) reasonable prices. We went and saw the first movie. Expected chick flick, but it was cool. (I think Patrick Dempsey is kinda hot).
Before the second movie we had an hour to kill so we got tickets for my other friend and bf who were joining us, went roaming, and then went and joined a rather long line to go back into the theatre. I ended up cussing off some guys and telling them they aint going in front of me who had to slave away in the long line. Anyways, yadda yadda yadda, movie came, was decent, and it ended. Then the fun part of the evening.
My friend and her bf who joined us came in an open-back van. So N and I was in the back. It was fun! We got some stares, but the air was nice and cool and the sky was beautiful. And the ride was fun!
A pretty decent day.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Boat Yard 2
So after a frustrating day yesterday , I decided that I was going to have a great, stress-free day today. So I woke up (well got up) at 8 to watch the semi-finals for the 100m men's race. That was good. Then I went back to "bed", dilly-dallied, got up and ate and read a chapter in "A Purpose-Driven Life" in time for the finals at 10:30. What a race! I was so happy but I realise I was not as happy as I could have been since the top 3 didn't include Asafa. Was kinda sad about that. But happy none-the-less that Jamaica got gold!
Having had a great start to the morning, I ventured to town to meet my Trini friends to go to Boat Yard to the beach. It was good there. The food was ok (the time before was tastier), the water was great, and the swim was good with my newly acquired goggles. I also made a big leap in my adventure-seeking path. I swam without a lifejacket! Of course my friend was right beside (or close) with it in case I decided to panic like the last time. But I felt good to have done that. I MAY do it again. We'll see.
I got home, washed my hair, watched tv, etc. NO WORK! Then while watching tv I decided that my hair was worthy of some pictures- highly disheveled after being air-dried so I had a photo shoot with myself! It was fun. (For you skeptics, this is not an indication that I've lost my mind...it's part of my attempt to save it!)
I am now stress-free...until I start the project again. Sigh.
Having had a great start to the morning, I ventured to town to meet my Trini friends to go to Boat Yard to the beach. It was good there. The food was ok (the time before was tastier), the water was great, and the swim was good with my newly acquired goggles. I also made a big leap in my adventure-seeking path. I swam without a lifejacket! Of course my friend was right beside (or close) with it in case I decided to panic like the last time. But I felt good to have done that. I MAY do it again. We'll see.
I got home, washed my hair, watched tv, etc. NO WORK! Then while watching tv I decided that my hair was worthy of some pictures- highly disheveled after being air-dried so I had a photo shoot with myself! It was fun. (For you skeptics, this is not an indication that I've lost my mind...it's part of my attempt to save it!)
I am now stress-free...until I start the project again. Sigh.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Ocean Park
Today I was invited to have lunch with the Caringtons (family I go to church with). They have family from Wales and Ireland here. The plan was to go to church, then have lunch, then go sight-seeing. Plans change.
I set my alarm to get up to be ready for 8. I was ready. Only to realise a missed call on my phone. Returned the call. No church. Ok. So I read a chapter of "A Purpose Driven Life" and went back to bed. Got up about 11, dilly-dallyed a bit. And was ready for 12, the new time.
12 noon...12:30 p.m....1 p.m. No show. So I called. Oh, I'm just leaving home to come and pick you up. I waited at the top of the road for at least 20 min. Anyways, hungry now but there was more stops. No problem. Got what we needed and headed back to the house (after picking up more people).
At the house, food was not completely ready. Worms were not happy but I appeased them with some natural juices (HCl, maltase and other acids and enzymes). Plus I got to see some Olympics. Food was finally done and was good.
We went sight-seeing and it was cool. Then we stopped at Ocean Park. That was cool too, especially since I paid $20 (BB) as opposed to the reg $35. We saw sharks and other cute and interesting sea creatures. Some of the pics didn't come out well. Oh well.
Got home and chilled some more with backpain (not sure why), more olympics and my tempermental laptop. Good times.
I set my alarm to get up to be ready for 8. I was ready. Only to realise a missed call on my phone. Returned the call. No church. Ok. So I read a chapter of "A Purpose Driven Life" and went back to bed. Got up about 11, dilly-dallyed a bit. And was ready for 12, the new time.
12 noon...12:30 p.m....1 p.m. No show. So I called. Oh, I'm just leaving home to come and pick you up. I waited at the top of the road for at least 20 min. Anyways, hungry now but there was more stops. No problem. Got what we needed and headed back to the house (after picking up more people).
At the house, food was not completely ready. Worms were not happy but I appeased them with some natural juices (HCl, maltase and other acids and enzymes). Plus I got to see some Olympics. Food was finally done and was good.
We went sight-seeing and it was cool. Then we stopped at Ocean Park. That was cool too, especially since I paid $20 (BB) as opposed to the reg $35. We saw sharks and other cute and interesting sea creatures. Some of the pics didn't come out well. Oh well.
Got home and chilled some more with backpain (not sure why), more olympics and my tempermental laptop. Good times.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Dark Knight in Style
Today was our usual movie day, only this time we decided it wasn't going to be the usual setting but instead we'd watch "Dark Knight" in style. 3 of us met at school and had the rest of the food from the Sunday lyme. We then went to town to meet the 4th person and catch the bus to the mall. We went to the VIP section of Olympus theatre. Sweeet!
First order of business in this small yet comfortable place was the potty. There was no crowd; there was no nasty smell; there was clean all over. We paid for our ($20BB) tickets. I decided to order fries. They took a part of tickets and wrote our orders on it. Then they told us to go inside the theatre they will take our orders to us. Sweet! We got inside to be greeted by someone who took us to our assigned leather seat with footrest and enough cushion to make one rather comfortable. The sound was good- no interruptions from noisy kids. Few minutes into the movie our orders came as promised. WOW! About half way through the movie there was a 3-min break (their version of an intermission?! How come the other theatre doesn't have that?!). But hey, who cares?! The seats were so comfy. And spacious. With armrest (which is also cushoined).
We left there (somewhat grudgingly) and went to take the bus to town and then home. A good day indeed.
Oh, the movie was cool too. Yeah. It was a bit much for me in some areas (won't give away anything) but let's just say it's cuz I am rather squirmish.
I will go back before I go home. It's not everyday one can go to the movies, sit in style and be served.
First order of business in this small yet comfortable place was the potty. There was no crowd; there was no nasty smell; there was clean all over. We paid for our ($20BB) tickets. I decided to order fries. They took a part of tickets and wrote our orders on it. Then they told us to go inside the theatre they will take our orders to us. Sweet! We got inside to be greeted by someone who took us to our assigned leather seat with footrest and enough cushion to make one rather comfortable. The sound was good- no interruptions from noisy kids. Few minutes into the movie our orders came as promised. WOW! About half way through the movie there was a 3-min break (their version of an intermission?! How come the other theatre doesn't have that?!). But hey, who cares?! The seats were so comfy. And spacious. With armrest (which is also cushoined).
We left there (somewhat grudgingly) and went to take the bus to town and then home. A good day indeed.
Oh, the movie was cool too. Yeah. It was a bit much for me in some areas (won't give away anything) but let's just say it's cuz I am rather squirmish.
I will go back before I go home. It's not everyday one can go to the movies, sit in style and be served.
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